| my new xanga sn is chain_skater |
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| thought i would change my xanga screenname...chainsktr was bugging the shit out of me |
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| this will probably be my last xanga entry....xanga just isnt working for me....lets so what i did today...i woke up at like 11 30.....then i went straight for the mall....saw my best friend....we hung out for a little bit...then i went to target...tried to look for a gift for my grandmother....didnt find one....then i went to that store michaels...found a gift there....and this entry is going to be 100% honest...i started thinking about melanie...and when i got home i called her to tell her something....and that something was "i love you"...but i didnt which im glad i didnt cuz i talked with someone....and they told me if i loved her then i should let her go...and i finally have.....i think we are just friends now....then after that i took a shower.....got ready for work....was gonna go to a movie with meghan erin and daniella but i didnt...i got in trouble....again this was my fault because i dont know how to shut my mouth when it comes to arguing.....anyways...i feel a little better right know then i have in a while...im calm...to tell you the truth...i care....i care about everything....so...i guess...im happy....and im gonna try and stay this way....so...im gonna try and cope<----hope i spelled it right....with my feelings without xanga......but i still might write in this a couple times here an there....we gotta go....later |
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| nothing in my life ever goes the way i want it to....and all yah who think right away that im pittying my self can go to hell and i mean that....this is my xanga and ill say whatever the fuck i want and if you say something dont ...keep it to your mother fucken self....i went to the movies today...saw melanie...that set everything into place...cuz i felt mad all of sudden...so i stayed away before i said something wrong...then daniella meghan erin came to the movies....my cuz and mike were there to....well mike had a row picked out...but the girls decide to sit in the row infront of us...i was like damn...thats the second time that has happened to me...then erin decides we should move to a different row...thats fine with me....the girls went in the row and there was one seat at the end next to meghan...mike sat there...and then there was another seat broken ...so my cuz had to sit in the row behind them...all alone..for the whole movie....no one bothers to fucken try and sit in the next row...and mike knows why i was so fucking pissed ....i told him something at my house and he ruined it....and right know....im so hot...my blood is boiling...and i hurt again.....and people wonder why i stay home and dont do things with other people.....because shit like this happens...well im gonna go....go to hell if u think bad about this xanga.... |
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| lets see...nothing really happened today.....cant wait till tomorrow because im going to the mall with my cuz....then i might go see a movie with meghan ....i just have to ask if she wants to go...the funniest thing happened to me today...somone guy i knows girlfriend called me and asked for his number becuase she wants to break up with him....i laughed so hard...im stilling laughing....and while im sitting here hillary duff is on the tv....she bugs me...shes hott and all but...her voice....everytime i here it i want to stab something....not really but i dont like her voice...there is to much drama in my life....my friend her boyfriend...me and whatever im going through...just tons of it....my 18 year old cuz tory is going throught the same thing...my cuz and i have gotten closer in the past year....we were never close..he would come over play football with me on the playstation and thats it...now a days we hang out...talk...go places...make fun of each other...wrestle...kinda like my best friend....aight everyone im out...later |
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